Friday, November 15, 2013

Registration

I had to register for classes early this morning. Like 12 am early.
I got in to all of the classes I wanted which is really lucky.
I had a mini heart attack when the server went down though. I think everyone did.
I've been so stressed out.
I have a paper due Monday, a speech to begin writing, and a project for math due next Friday.
I do not even know when the speech is even due yet. I just hope I don't have to give it on Tuesday. It's so terrible how stressful life has been lately. I'm ready for Thanksgiving and Christmas break.

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Worries

I am so worried right now.
Worried about my friend.
Worried about school work.

I have so much work to do. I have a paper to really finish and edit. I need to do math homework. I have to make sure to do three hours a week of observation which I love because I am an education major. I'm also beginning to get worried about finals. I'm going to need to study so hard and write a lot. I need to start planning out times to do things and times that I can actually take a break because as we all know, breaks are important. I am so stressed out just thinking about everything.

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

What do I do?

My best friend's mom passed away last night.
I'm five hours away.
I can't do anything.
I can't even come home this weekend.
I have so much work to do for school but I'm so concerned about my friend.
She told me that she is okay but I'm still worried.
I remember how much she loved her mom. There were many times when they had problems but she still loved her.
I'm just really worried and stressed.
What should I do?
What can I do?
Maybe I’m over thinking it.
Maybe I’m not doing enough.

I really don’t know what I should do.

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Seven years ago

Seven years ago I was 12 and my sister was 19.

Seven years ago my sister was a freshman in college.

Seven years ago my favorite person in the world got in to a horrible accident.

My sister got in to an accident with three of her friends. They were drinking. All four of them could have been killed.

Nothing has scared me more than when my parents told me that my big sister was in a car accident.

I pretty much vowed to myself not to even drink until I was 21. I've stuck with that. Unlike many people. I'm scared of bad judgments that I could make. I'm not saying that drinking is entirely bad. I know it's not. I'm just saying that I'm personally scared of it altogether.