Family

I’m so ready for homecoming.

Not because of the game, not because of the activities, and not even because of walk out day.

The reason I’m excited is because I get to see my family. I’m going home and I get to see my parents, my sister, my best friends. Maybe for only one day but I still get to see them.

I can’t wait. I don’t even know how to express my feelings about it. I’m just so excited.

Don’t tell anyone but I’m mostly excited about seeing the cats.

If I didn't have a boyfriend I would definitely be a cat lady…

Confidence

Confidence is key.
People say that all the time.
I have barely any confidence because I just have bad self esteem.
Sometimes I would be made fun of for my weight or people would just pick on me for the fun of it.
They thought it was funny when I got mad or upset from something they said or did.
One thing I've noticed about Northwest is that I'm the only one who has criticized me.
No one but me.
Everyone is either nice or just doesn't pay attention to me which honestly most of the time I would like.
I guess what I'm trying to say is I have bad self esteem and people here are nice.

One Long Week

This week has been so long.
I can't even begin to count how many times I've just wanted to fall asleep.
I keep doubting myself about everything I do.
It also rained today and I had to buy a hoodie at the school store.
Those things are expensive....It was $30 and that was ten dollars off. Maybe I'm just cheap oops. Cheap college student......nah that's normal.
It's also supposed to rain tomorrow. Possibly storm. Like tornado producing storm kind of storm.
But the drama that comes from a tornado or a strong storm makes me weirdly extremely excited.
I'm also so scared of tornadoes. So it's rather weird I guess.
I don't think I make sense much at all....oops

Family Weekend

This weekend was family weekend at my school.

My sister Jeanette and my best friend Chancey came to visit me. I was so happy to see them. I got to spend time with two of my very best friends.

I took a picture of Chancey in the library just because I felt like it honestly. Jeanette was hell bent on getting a pumpkin spice latte at Starbucks.

They stayed in Dietrich because it's being remodeled later this year. Chancey and I were acting as we normally do. Really odd and slightly mean yet mostly just sarcastic and joking....We were sitting on the desks with the windows open and we were just people watching.

After the football game on Saturday, Kyle took us to his dorm...err well we drove him but it was because I wanted Chancey to see the nice dorms too. We saw Bobby the Bearcat in the hall and of course Chancey and Kyle had to get a picture with him. That's just the way they are. 

After that we went to Red Lobster and met up with Kyle's mom, sister, brother, and sister in law. Chancey was driving there and she probably shouldn't have taken a picture but ya know. 

When we got there we had to wait for like an hour but then we got to the table. Now Kyle's little sister Hayley is normally extremely shy when she is around new people but Chancey gets along with literally every kid every where. Hayley and her were acting like best friends. It was pretty much awesome because well Chancey is my best friend but she's practically my sister. We've been friends since we were like two and three. Her getting along with Kyle's family is very important and they did get along awesomely. 

You could say this weekend was one of the best weekends of college I've had so far. 

Most Popular Girls in School

Has anyone ever seen the youtube series The Most Popular Girls In School?

If you haven't this is the first episode. 

I love that so much. It’s so hilarious. The best thing right now is that I live near there. I live near Overland Park when I’m at school…and I just happen to be someone who watches local news stations. Every single time they say Overland Park I die. Not even kidding.

I get really excited when I have seen or am near a place that’s in a show, book, or movie. I also get really excited about names and dates and things. Like if a book says September 13^th I will probably squeal. Out loud. You think I’m joking.

I think I’ll leave this post on that note. 

Confused

The selling of human organs is the topic for my next essay in my comp I class. I don’t even know what to say about this. I don’t really even have much of a stance on this subject. I’m pretty scared to be honest. I don’t think I’ll be able to write a paper that is good enough.

I guess I do have some kind of stance. It’s bad in some ways but it’s good in others. The first thing I’m thinking of is honestly I have no idea what selling organs is completely about. The fact that I’m uneducated isn't a good thing for having a stance.

I’m so hazy on this entire subject. If it’s good why is it illegal? But then again there is an unbelievable amount of good things that are illegal.

I’m just not sure.             

I'm a Cat Lady

Okay well I guess I'm not really because I don't have 20 cats and I'm not single. But I cried last night because I missed my cats.......

That is kind of bad....at least I think.

 

This is Didymus.

He is my sister's kitten. He's growing so fast. It's unbelievable. He always purrs when I hold him and I miss that. When I get all stressed out I just want to hold him but he's five hours away. 

I make my parents send me pictures and videos of him because he is so cute man.

I do not understand why there are people that don't like cats. HOW? How can you not like cats? How is that even possible? 

My other cat's name is Otis. He is my cat. He acts like a teenager. He hates being around people for long periods of time and only likes you when you feed him. When he shows me affection I freak because I love it so much. 

He never does it though.

I would definitely be a cat lady if it wasn't for Kyle....